a bit upset...

sometimes... 

need to remind him the thing i need in a relationship...

but...

it's not like i'm forcing him...

just want to make sure that he have a lane in his life...

the fact that he has to 'secure' me in his life...

but the fact is...

i do feel he's stressed out a bit...

sorry for making u feel that way..

i just want a confirmation that u r willing to take me in ur life till Jannah...

seems..it's not the time yet...

and i'm trying to pretend that i'm okay...

sincerely...

i still waiting..